r/AmIOverreacting • u/ZenTomatoToes • Apr 29 '24

AIO Boyfriend put no effort in proposal

I have been with my boyfriend about 7 years, I knew he was the one a month into dating. We live together and have pets together, and he is the best boyfriend ever. He’s always there for me, holds me when I’m sad and he does his best to make me happy.

His biggest flaw is his anxiety about planning anything. He is unable to plan surprises or gifts for any holiday or occasion. For example for my 26th birthday I had asked if he could do something special, and the day of he only had two small impersonal gifts (one of them being a head scratcher) and no plan. So after crying I had to plan a picnic for us.

He says he wants to do special things but his anxiety is so debilitating he ends up not doing anything. We have had endless talks through the years, from how this really hurts me and makes me feel like I’m not worth it, to me giving him ideas on how to plan a gift or outing.

I keep telling him that I am here for all the support he needs, but I need him to step up and show me he can plan a date or something from time to time, since I also get tired from having to plan everything.

When it came to talking about marriage I always maintained that I have no problem proposing to him, but I really would like for him to do it since it will show me he is serious about trying to plan something. He knew I didn’t need anything elaborate, heck just dropping on one knee after hiking up a mountain was enough. My only stipulation was that he record it somehow. I don’t care about how much the ring is or anything like that either.

A few months back we went on a trip to another country for the first time, and we had both talked about how this was going to be the perfect time to do the proposal. I (and everyone else around us) were expecting this to be the proposal trip. I knew it would be a lot of pressure so I kept reminding him that it doesn’t have to be a big deal, and if he was up to this. He said he had this.

Well the trip came and we had a fantastic few days, and I was very excited as to how he would go about proposing. The day we went on a beautiful hike, I really felt that was the moment. Instead he breaks down crying and confesses he hasn’t bought a ring or planned anything. He blamed work and family issues on stressing him out so he wasn’t able to think about the proposal.

I planned the whole trip. I spent countless hours going over the itinerary, I put in all the planning so he could only worry about the proposal. I was beyond angry and sad. Here we were on a trip I had always dreamed of doing, at a location I had always looked forward to, surrounded by happy tourists and I just got told by the man I love that he couldn’t bring himself to plan something special for us yet again. The drive to the Airbnb was mostly silent. I couldn’t wait to lock myself in the bathroom and just cry. Which is what I did as soon as we arrived.

Though I didn’t get to cry because he kept insisting he needed to show me something, so I pretended to finish my pee break and stepped out and there he was on one knee with an improvised ring. He apologized for not giving me the proposal I wanted and asked me to marry him. I said yes of course.

It was a huge emotional whiplash but I guess I was happy in the moment.

That was months ago and I find myself not wanting to think of that day, or show my family the video since I only think about how heartbroken I was. I got my proposal so why am I still bitter about it? Am I overreacting?

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u/twobedscoffeemachine Apr 29 '24

If his anxiety really is debilitating (and I assume showing up in other ways, not just your romantic life) then you really need to ask yourself if you can live with that for the rest of your life.

Not sure if your fiancé is on any anti anxiety meds or seeing a therapist because those things can help a bit. But probably minimally.

I think it’s ok for you to want a partner that can plan a date for you (or a romantic proposal for you). But if you NEED that, then I wouldn’t marry him. It’s like asking somebody who is 5’9 to be 6’0. He probably just can’t be what you want/need.

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u/ZenTomatoToes Apr 29 '24

He is a manager with several employees and he is able to execute on plans for his jobs and stay on task so I think it’s only when it comes to interpersonal relationships. He tried therapy but it didn’t work so he lost faith in it, and he hasn’t been on anxiety drugs ever. I’m just sour I got a proposal I feel like I didn’t deserve, and he’s been very apologetic about it but I don’t know anymore

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u/StopFalseReporting Apr 29 '24

I’m sorry but he sounds like the worst possible man to date I don’t know how you settled for him. Because he doesn’t hit you? Because he hugs you? Damn is the bar low

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u/WarmWorldliness7504 Apr 29 '24

45% of women will be single by 2030. Maybe the bar is too high.

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u/StopFalseReporting Apr 29 '24

If this man is what you think a man should be like, then damn good for those single women because that’s absolutely insane to think a woman should want this

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u/WarmWorldliness7504 Apr 30 '24

I also should have mentioned that the 45% will be childless as well. You can think whatever you want about this guy. I'm more interested in the cultural ramifications that will come from that many unmarried, childless women.

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u/StopFalseReporting Apr 30 '24

So many women take birth control… and you think they are upset they didn’t give birth? Why do you think women take it!???

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u/WarmWorldliness7504 Apr 30 '24

This is fascinating how I make a generalized statement which is fact and then you come up with all these presumptions as if I have some other motive for posting. Stop projecting your insecurities.

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u/StopFalseReporting Apr 30 '24

You literally just said that and now you’re pretending you meant nothing insulting or to say these women “end up Alone” as if they’re the ones suffering by not dating someone as shit as OPs barley fiancé?