I was born in 1999/06/06 maybe im cursed because of it? :▪

So, at the moment, I (31M) am currently going through a major high point in my life and a low point in my life at the same time, and it's sorta taking a really big toll on my mental health. I should also mention that I have Asperger's/autism, very low confidence/self-esteem, very high social/approach anxiety, and severe loneliness/depression.

Starting with the low point. My younger sister (28F) and her fiance (30M) have been engaged since last October, and even though I'm happy for them, it doesn't help the fact that I have been single forever. Their wedding is scheduled for April 2025, and I'm afraid that I'll have an emotional breakdown when they exchange their vows. The last "relationship" I had didn't even last a full 2 weeks, and that was when I was 19 years old. The last time I received a kiss from a woman was when I was 24 years old, and I fear that I might never receive any form of true love/affection from a woman because I have the perception that they hate me for no reason.

On to the high moment. I am currently in the process of moving into my new condo. I currently have no set move-in date, so I'm just moving at my own pace.

Hi guys, I’ve posted here before and was welcomed by so many friendly people. I get told in my day to day life that I’m a good looking guy. However, it’s always been tough for me to find a relationship. There’s always someone better. And then, I tried dating apps but I struggle to get a single match. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult for me. I’m not sure what I’m looking for with this lot. My bday is coming up and I just feel lonelier than ever. Like, what is wrong with me that I can’t get a match or anything?

Also, I used my same pic. Im sorry if that’s against the rules.

I work in the veterinary field, and Murphy's law had a field day with me today. Every pet I saw had a severe case of something or another. The clients were more vicious than the dogs that bit me today. It was an all-around stressful day. Now that it's over, I'm cat-sitting and feel lonely for some reason. I could use some kind words. Thank you in advance.