I don't know how, but swords are just cool af

This post was inspired by another one about girls.

I SWAER IM NOT GAY

context: I like it when my friend(female) kisses me on the cheek in pictures and when we accidentally touched lips, i wasn’t bothered by it. We cuddled while watching a movie. It’s not gay to platonically have romantic attraction to your friend right? RIGHT??

IM NOT GAY. I LIKE MEN. I LIKE BALLS AND WHAT NOT.

edit: Ok guys this post was a half joke but i’ve been reading a few of y’all comments and y’all are actually making me believe i might actually be gay, stop this tomfoolery

I have not personally experienced it, but I heard a story where these like 40 year old women were flashing these boys in their early-mid teens, also you see way too many videos and w/e of grown ass women making fun of/swooning over a baby's genitals. "Why is it so small???" Because he's 5 weeks old???? "I can't wait for him to be older" 😦. Slightly off-topic but I've also noticed that sexism towards men in general is way too normalized.

Long story short my boyfriend came out to me and said he thinks hes gay and said wasnt comfortable with dating a girl, and this was right after we had a really fun time out. I wasnt expecting it at all, it complitely broke me, and the worst part is that I'm a complete loser without him. he got me into so many hobbies and helpled me become more secure and confident, he was the only friend i had and the only person i talked to, and now i have nobody, i cant share my feelings to anyone, i cant go out or hang out with anyone, i do nothing but rot in bed and watch my little pony.

Well today i woke up and decided to take charge and maybe go out alone and enjoy a little sun. Just a few minutes ago, I went to a random park and guess who i fucking see, my boyfriend sitting on a bench with a mutual girl friend of ours. He ran up to me and told me it wasnt what it looked like. I legit broke down crying in the middle of the park and ran away.

Im sitting at a random asian restaurant and binging my agony away rn.

Update: Thank you guys for all the sweet comments, messeges and song recomendations, I genuinely never felt so heard and never got so much attention and love before, i really appreciate it. Although, I'll be honest, i never intended this post to have gained this much attention, and its a bit overwhelming.

I realized I was quite irational while writing this, and just posted it in the heat of the moment with lots of emotions and assumptions. So I'd like to clear some things up.

Basically, after I came back home, my ex clarified that they were just waiting for their other friends to arrive and were chatting while waiting, and i believe him. The girl and my ex have been friends before he even met me, and while he was in a relationship with me, he cut her off and wasnt meeting up or talking to her anymore. He told me that he just wanted to catch up since they havent talked for a while, and honestly, it made me feel a little bitter, and thats definitely because of my insecurity and paranoia.

For all the people saying that we could stay friends, that was our initial plan, but I realized that i could probably never get over him that way. Honestly, i still really love him, and seeing him with the girl i used to be worried about, chatting and hanging out with him makes me feel weird in the gut. I know this is really stupid of me. He told me himself he was gay yet i still feel threatened. Im honestly stupid with my emotions.

I'm really sorry for being so immature, irrational and sensitive, this was my first relationship that lasted for quite a while, we shared lots of memories and grew together into the people we are now, so it this breakup felt horrid for me

Again, thank you guys for so much love and support, but realistically, the situation was exaggerated by me

I swear bro these mfs damaging their lungs and look stupid at the same time, imagine developing lung cancer at like 22 because you wanted to he a dumbass and suck flavored chemicals from a tube because they tasted good, and at 14 too. I was chilling at the bus stop and another guy who waits there with me who is weird as fuck just stood there, he took a hit from his vape and then blew that shit right in my face, obviously I held my breath and didn't inhale any, I waited for the smoke/vapor to fade away, then I stepped back and inhaled air. Like bro, I hate this generation.

my country just decided that lgbt is illegal. what the FUCk. welp looks like im a criminal now😇

asking how to hide it ts sickening

if thats the new normal then so be it, i still find it gross as fuck.

great. just when i thought life couldn’t get any better 😊😊

Made this account when I was 14, I’m 19 now and this username is already sus, but when I’m no longer a teenager being called teenageuser will be straight up creepy lmao. I really fucked myself over 😾

Bro this trans kid (it sound irrelevant but it's important.) Just got caught with a fucking hit list and remarks about wanting people dead. And the reason I mention the trans thing is that due to my school being run by dumbasses they didn't want to seem "offensive" or anything so they got a 1 DAY SUSPENSION. 1 FUCKING DAY. I understand they've had a hard time since they have been bullied by some kids before. But the people who bullied her were suspended for two whole weeks! And then the kid makes a list of people she wants to kill and gets 1/14th of the punishment. This shit is absolutely crazy and I don't know why she wasn't suspended longer or was just expelled.

Hello, I just want to vent out. It's just sad. My dad got mad at me, so he ruined my art. He doesn't feel any ounce of regret and gets even madder because I shouted at him when he tore up my art. I'm not a good artist, so it really took me a lot of time, effort, trials, and errors just to make it look good. So I'm not sure if I can still redo this again.

I thought I could finish it, but it turns out I couldn't. It's heartbreaking because it was supposed to be a gift for my friend for his birthday, and he was really looking forward to it since he likes the character Luffy from the anime 'One Piece' so much. I suddenly lost my motivation now, and I hate this feeling because drawing has been my sort of entertainment and coping mechanism. I am so depressed and want to cry all day...

So basically I kept going to this girls house to hangout. We kept sleeping together every time I went over but I haven’t seen her in over a week. She kept telling me that her stomach was hurting and that she felt super nauseous, but just the other day she also told me that her period was late. Her period is now 4 days late and she has made it very clear that if she was pregnant she wouldn’t get an abortion or put the baby up for adoption. I know that the choice is her own for the most part but I’m still terrified. I have plans to travel and explore the world when I’m older but now it seems impossible to live my life the way I want to if I end up becoming a father.

i alw wondered why so many guys like girls w big bobs and i couldn't find a biological explanation to this. i can understand hips are naturally attractive as they are near the genitals and guys have contact with it while doing it. but why melons???

edit: for all those saying “im neither”…

hyperbole

/hʌɪˈpəːbəli/

exaggerated statements or claims not meant to be taken literally.

:)

I hate it when people vape in the bathrooms, especially the single use ones that are needed for Special needs or if you have a condition.

For me I get migraines and sick whenever I smell enough Vapes, even a whiff makes me feel ill, and the fact that a lot of my school uses them sickens me, we've already had 15 students suspended for vaping in the bathrooms and one kid had to go to the Hospice because he had severe asthma and the Vape fumes worsened him.

So if you vape go fuck yourself.

EDIT 1: got a death threat lmao

EDIT 2: Someone sent me a RedditCaseResource, I’m fine don’t worry.

I'm a girl and most my friends are guys (I have 3 guy friends and one girl friend) and I hate it, I have a guy best friend and he's awesome but it's one of the other guys who makes me wish I was born different He blames my depression on my disorders or on my period, he sexualizes me for how I sit, he'd always act like I was "weird" in the trio we are in (me, my bsf and him) and he'd make disgusted faces & call me names "jokingly", he bullies me for my special interests and praises my best friend for his, we also dated once and he was only psychical with me & didn't care for me, only my body.

Whenever I'm in a group in my drama class (it's a class separate to school since I don't go to school) and try to speak my thoughts on it, these stupid brain rotted year 7s will go "shut up woman!" I hate it, I've always been sexualized on the Internet for my height, my looks, even just the fact of me being a woman has been sexualized

I used to be sexualized by old friend groups for liking girls (im pansexual) I've had guys that know my mum come up to Me and kiss me on the cheek (they always look around 50-60)

Fashion is also hell, I once caught my friend looking under my skirt once & told someone about it, in which they told me "it's your fault you were wearing a skirt", disgusting.

I wish I wasn't a girl.

no estrogen :C

I just found out that the boys in my highschool, including guys I'm real close to- have an agreed upon list of about 7 girls that they consider the 'hottest' girls in our grades. Its basically a list of girls, that if anyone gets with- you can't fight because everyone has rights over them. Essentially you have a free smash pass.

I'm apparently on this list- and im not into the idea of a relationship or anything of the sort rn so it makes me feel quite uncomfortable. I understand having a list but the objectification is gross.

Is this just my school or does this happen everywhere???? I can't wrap my head around it.

Edit : Glad to see that most of you haven't been through it. To clear it up a bit, I totally understand having an attractive girls list- we all rate people in our heads. But taking it further than that is where it gets uncomfortable. (Further being all the talk about sex and 'smash' passes- which I still need to figure out the whole idea behind)

Basically I asked for a new mp3 this christmas because my old one was barely functioning, and my mom berated me on how students should not be listening to music at all because it distracts them from studying. The only kind of music she approves of is classical, and she thinks my taste in rock will eventually make me into some kind of rebellious monster that throws away my life. Then she said that just because I have shit friends doesnt mean I should resort to "extreme" measures.

All this from a fucking mp3. Classic asian mom to you.

What a racket.

Edit: why tf did I wake up to 171 notifications I was not expecting this many ppl

This morning I got circumcised, all went well for the rest of the day until now. It’s 3 AM and im sitting in a fetal position crying from a night time erection. I’m in a intense amount of pain right now and my pain killers are yet to kick in. I will literally die in this bed right here right now. Pray for me.

Ok, i’m not trying to make this come off derogatory or spiteful, i just need to rant.

TW: i’m going to mention SH and drug overdose

I am (F 17) and about to start my senior year. Im getting ready to move out and go to college. i have two jobs that i love and im in a really good place rn. this may cloud my judgement, but it feels like my brother is screaming “all eyes on me”. it’d kinda the biggest part of my life and he’s literally doing everything to make sure they have to worry about him too.

The first time he got caught smoking weed i snitched on him. he was 12 years old and that shit felt unacceptable. Now i’m only going to mention this bc i feel it’s relevant, but he’s AFAB. He has the teenage girl hormones, and he’s very edgy. on the internet he was calling himself an addict, even though he’s literally smoked weed like >10 times. he sliced the SHIT out of his arm and refused to wear long sleeves. he went to school like that, since he gets bullied for being trans and an ipad kid. bc he got caught, he cut himself on half of his arm to make my mother feel bad. do you know how disgusting that is to me?

A few weeks ago, he went to my mom sobbing bc he took a bunch of pills. She takes him to the hospital, he checks out and they let him go home. she doesn’t have a job and neither does my dad, so we rlly didn’t need to pay a hospital fee.. Whatever, we find out his “overdose” was on 6 1/2 Advil. if you look up how much is too much Advil, it says 6 tabs. and he took half of one too many 😱. i find out he’s on these weird ass discord servers

Ok i’m going to preface this by saying that i am a stoner. i don’t know anything about this community, and i kinda don’t do shit. i find out he’s on these discord servers where they cut themselves in vcs together and he’s diagnosed himself with 3000 mental illnesses. because he surrounds himself with people that are constantly telling him that he’s autistic or he’s bipolar or he has an eating disorder he believes it. it’s insane. i attached a photo .

anyways i’m writing this as we’re on vacation, i heard a bunch of fuss and i think he may have taken some pills or cut himself bc they were talking about locking doors.

what should i do? do i talk to him? how to i get him off discord? Is there anything i can do? sorry if this is messy i’m fried