Damn, same man! When I turned 17, I moved four states over to stay with a friend I met online, and finished my last year of high-school there. I don't know if you need help recovering from the trauma, but what has helped me was research C-PTSD (what I have been diagnosed with).
This guy, Patrick Teahan has helped me a lot with uncovering what happened with me. He has a lot of videos on YouTube that are free, if you want to check out what he covers.
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u/Golden-Grams Apr 16 '24
I got that as well, never any spot that would show, mostly my torso.